Have you seen Maiden, Mother, Crone?

I feel guilty
when I choose not to work
when I decide
I get some time
for me
Every appointment
I decline
carries a weight
guilt that I can’t take care of you
guilt that I am losing money
guilt that I am putting my wants
before everyone else
not acknowledging that I have needs
and can not give endlessly
til I crumble
and I schedule your appointment