by amba | Aug 21, 2022 | Healing, life, young
Every time I look back and wander into a memory I tell myself you were so young and the foolish guilt and shame that wells up eases just a little
by amba | Aug 2, 2022 | abuse, Healing, life, Love, trauma
One day that is how it happens one day all the barriers disappear for a moment and you see the sparkle in his eyes when he looks at you telling you that you are the only one and you feel loved and everything is happy and you realize the cloud in your relationship is...
by amba | Jul 29, 2022 | life
And they pondered how to enforce the laws prevent me from escape to a kinder state that would allow me choice and the answer the bracelet on my ankle looks ordinary tracks my movement like the ultrasounds track the growth of the...
by amba | Jul 20, 2022 | Healing, life
I feel guilty when I choose not to work when I decide I get some time for me Every appointment I decline carries a weight guilt that I can’t take care of you guilt that I am losing money guilt that I am putting my wants before everyone else not acknowledging...
by amba | Jul 16, 2022 | Healing, life
And just like that Roe v Wade was overturned and dozens of tumblers in a complicated lock all across the United States slid into place I was locked out of making decisions about my body
by amba | Jul 13, 2022 | Healing, life
Still keeping secrets omissions edits to my life til the last one dies then Will I be free?