by amba | Aug 2, 2022 | abuse, Healing, life, Love, trauma
One day that is how it happens one day all the barriers disappear for a moment and you see the sparkle in his eyes when he looks at you telling you that you are the only one and you feel loved and everything is happy and you realize the cloud in your relationship is...
by amba | Jun 9, 2022 | abuse, trauma
I never know why the memories come but they do once in awhile and they are so vivid I can see his face the brown green of his eyes and I can’t shake them and then as I blink I can see my baby’s eyes warm and brown adoring and trusting and I can’t shake that either and...
by amba | Jan 26, 2022 | abuse, Healing, trauma
Somewhere in the snow I left the pieces of me that were struggling to survive hope, belief, faith, trust Each one broke off like frozen icicles Falling jagged into the snow Leaving four pierced places The corners of a square Boundaries to outline what was left in my...
by amba | Dec 21, 2021 | abuse, Demons, Healing, trauma
Somedays you still consume me I no longer feel the touch that haunted me This is deep inside where you twisted all the emotions made it so my trust was so broken No one else could ever have me I would never be able to trust anyone again And in that simple reality I...
by amba | Dec 18, 2021 | abuse, Demons, Healing, trauma
He gave me a story Something to believe Something to make me feel special Make me feel like we were destiny But I had been told that story before Different but the same and told another version Different but the same And I so wanted to believe And I can’t imagine any...
by amba | Oct 29, 2021 | abuse, trauma
Some days you still consume me I no longer feel the touch that haunted me This is deep inside where you twisted all the emotions made it so my trust was so broken I could never be with anyone else I would never be able to trust anyone again And in that simple reality...
