by amba | Sep 16, 2022 | Demons, Healing, mother, mother wound
I am still searching for a mother I recognize it in every email I send texts calls to women I have collected in my lifetime cheerleaders listeners huggers staying in contact with long gaps between telling hey I did this hey I did that here is the latest new in my...
by amba | Aug 21, 2022 | Healing, life, young
Every time I look back and wander into a memory I tell myself you were so young and the foolish guilt and shame that wells up eases just a little
by amba | Aug 2, 2022 | abuse, Healing, life, Love, trauma
One day that is how it happens one day all the barriers disappear for a moment and you see the sparkle in his eyes when he looks at you telling you that you are the only one and you feel loved and everything is happy and you realize the cloud in your relationship is...
by amba | Jul 20, 2022 | Healing, life
I feel guilty when I choose not to work when I decide I get some time for me Every appointment I decline carries a weight guilt that I can’t take care of you guilt that I am losing money guilt that I am putting my wants before everyone else not acknowledging...
by amba | Jul 16, 2022 | Healing, life
And just like that Roe v Wade was overturned and dozens of tumblers in a complicated lock all across the United States slid into place I was locked out of making decisions about my body
by amba | Jul 13, 2022 | Healing, life
Still keeping secrets omissions edits to my life til the last one dies then Will I be free?
